(4) Harmlessdutchie - J. Admiraal [C08]
Corus weekend 3 round tournament Wijk aan Zee (1), 16.02.2005
[Harm]

For me, it was the second time at the Corus/ Wijk aan Zee tournament. Of course, I have vistited more often, but only once before did I participate, Two years ago, I played as well in a 3 round tournament as in a nine round tournament, but since my boss keeps telling me she can't miss me, the nine round event was out of the question this year. Things started well, Friday night.. first round, against the highest rated opponent in my group, but I was white, and in a good mood... What could possibly go wrong?

1.e4 e6 2.d4 d5 3.Nd2 c5 4.exd5 exd5 5.Bb5+ Nc6 6.Qe2+
So far a common line in the Tarrasch French . Qe2 is not main line, but common enough. My opponent admitted after the game he was out of book now

6...Be6
Be7 is common and better

7.Ngf3 Bd6 8.dxc5 Bxc5 9.Nb3 Qd6 10.Nxc5 Qxc5 11.Be3 Qd6 12.0-0 Nge7
I have about everything one can wish for in the Tarrasch French: play against the isolated pawn, strong pair of bishops, control of the open lines, lead in development

13.c3 0-0 14.Rad1 a6 15.Ba4 Qc7 16.h3
oo fainthearted. I intended to prevent Bg4, but continuing to develop would have been better with Re1. Also aiming for a direct approach at the kingside with a move like Bc2 was good

16...Rad8 17.Bd4 b5 18.Bb3 Nf5 19.Bc2 Ncxd4 20.Nxd4 Nxd4 21.Rxd4 g6 22.Rfd1 Rfe8 23.Qf3 f5 24.Bb3 Qe5
Instead of going for the black kings throat, I have been aiming at the pawn at d5. Mission accomplished, one would say, but Qe5 was a clever defense. If 25. Bxd5 Rxd5 26. Qxd5+ Qxd5 27. Rxd5 Re2 black is better because of his rook on the 2nd rank. Sigh.. Back to the drawing board

25.g3 Rd6 26.Kf1 Red8
here my opponent offered a draw for the first time

27.Re1 Qf6 28.h4 h6 29.Qf4 Kg7 30.Qe5 Qxe5 31.Rxe5 Kf6 32.f4 g5 33.hxg5+ hxg5
Here he offered a draw for the 2nd time. This time I had to give it a thought. How can I make any progress? Perhaps, if the king can occupy the blocking square d4, I can get a rook penetrating the black defense

34.Kf2 g4 35.Ke3 Bf7 36.Rd2 R8d7 37.Kd4 Rc7 38.Rh2 Kg6
Well.. I can get my rook to h8 now, but what is it doing there anyway? Lets first try if I can create some havoc by switching attacks on both f5 and d5

39.Rhe2 Kf6 40.Bc2 Rc4+ 41.Ke3 Be6 42.Rd2 Rc7 43.Rh2 Kg6
And again he offered a draw. Again I had to consider, for the idea Rh8 does not work because of d4+ and after cxd4 the bishop would have been en prise. But I still have some advantage, and I can't possibly lose this game, right?

44.Bb3 a5 45.a3
aargh! TOO much focus in restraining the black pawns to the white squares. Minutes ago I spent quite some time thinking about the d4+, and now it completely slipped my mind

45...a4 46.Ba2 d4+ 47.cxd4 Bxa2 48.Rxb5 Re6+ 49.Re5 Rxe5+ 50.fxe5 Bb3 51.Kd3 Rc1 52.Ke3 Rc2 53.Rxc2 Bxc2 54.d5 Be4 55.d6 Kf7
A game I played well {at least, in my own opinion that is}, but zero points anyhow.. And afterwards, I stayed to long analyzing the game, so I missed my bus, the latest bus.. and had to take crazy detours to get home at all.. so I could not get to bed until 3 a.m. and the move 45. a3 haunted me even in my dreams .. .To put it mildly.. I would have wished for a better start... 0-1